Sunday, 20 May 2012
Inner Truth - Week 11
Here we are... another week on... and I am deeper into my situation, but far from out the other side of it.
It is certainly a testing time and still one that requires faith and truth. Also, heaps of stamina. My trusty kindle is getting me through, as I have read a few good books lately.
I am finding solace at the bottom of cans/bottles of Stella, without becoming an alcoholic, but weight-loss is at the BOTTOM of my list of priorities. Yes, and BOTTOM is capitalised for a reason; it is a big word and a big body part - LOL!
I have grown through this situation. I have heard phrases like "laugh and the world laughs with you" and "it is just a state of mind" - those phrases teach me, that we get only as stressed as we allow ourselves to.
So, there are days where I decide not to. My very foundations are shaky, but I am smiling and getting on with it, and as usual, thinking of others, before I think of myself. HR is really the PERFECT job for me, because naturally I think about HUMAN resources. Each and every person is a reality for me. Nobody is just a number on payroll, no matter who they are.
Anyway, I know that in a couple of weeks I will look back on this fondly, as a time when I struggled through, and aged 10 years in 10 days, but for now, I plough on.
Sad to think that I was meant to go to Ireland with Aaron, from 17th to 26th May, and we had to let the Ryan Air flight come and go. I couldn't even pay to change it as (1) it would have been £85 and (2) I did not know of another time that would be a good time to go.
So God, thank you for walking with me these last couple of weeks, and please, continue to hold my hand. I need you.
The good thing is this is week 11 of this Monday linky blog hop and number 11 means: Perfection of the Being.....
I am certainly on a path to perfect my being, and these testing times are scrubbing me up to do just that.
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